Chapter 38
Chapter 38
I sit in the cold in the
darkness of night looking up at the sky. My head rests on the pole. I can’t lie down
because the chains are not
long enough so I sit, resting with the pole as a pillow.
I didn’t count how many
whips I got but it was a good
few.
It’s been a few hours since
I’ve been here. And just like I said to myself, the pain goes away. It hurts but it is
bearable.
I hear the whimpers of the
poor souls who have been
tortured here and are
prisoners. That breaks my
heart.
Suddenly, a blanket is
thrown over me.
“Your punishment is over,”
Poppy says as a guard
unlocks my shackles. “Be
careful with her. Don’t hurt
her,” she says to the guards.
I look up and notice that it is not random guards at all. It is
Garret, and Victor who
stands behind him but he
can’t seem to look me in the
eyes. They each grab one of
my arms and carefully carry
me back to the house.
They take me to my room and as they open the door, Lotus walks out of my
bathroom.
“In the tub. I have a warm
bath running for her,” she
tells them.
They do as she says and
leave the room.
I rest my head on my knees,
closing my eyes. The warm
water does make things
better.
“There there. It’s over now.”
Lotus gently pours water on
my body washing away the blood and the dirt. “Let’s get you cleaned up so you can
rest.”
“Alexis…I don’t know his real
name but, he is alive. He is also being treated for his wounds.” Poppy says.
I am angry and I really want to say that I don’t care but I do. I am glad he is alive. But I am still so angry at him.
“The other man…the one
that is your mate, he is also alive. He is in the infirmary
also being treated.”
Ezra…why is he always making things worse?
After they clean me up, they lie me in bed facing down and tend to my wounds. I’ll heal within a few days. I
would have been almost
completely healed by tomorrow if it had been a
normal whip that was used
on me but this one had silver
so it will take a bit more time
and it will definitely leave
scars.
I am thankful when I am
finally left alone to sleep. It
seems like morning comes
too fast. I did not wake up
once during the night. I was
so tired.
Luckily, most of the day I am not disturbed.
The next day mid afternoon,
I am taken to Warrick’s
office. I am feeling much
better and my wounds are
halfway closed.
When I walk into Warrick’s
office I am surprised to see not just him but Ezra too.
And he looks different than
the last time I saw him. He
still has a bit of swollenness
on his face but almost looks
completely healed and he is
well dressed in a suit.
“Oh…it’s you,” I say not hiding my disdain for him.
“That’s how you treat your
mate?” Warrick asks.
“He’s not my mate. I rejected him a long time ago. Why am I here?”
I show no fear and I certainly
am about to speak my mind
on anything he has to say. I am no longer afraid of this
man.
“You are here because I
demanded it.”
“Well, I am here. Now what!” I am snappy and he notices.
He narrows his eyes at me
but then looks at Ezra who I
have been ignoring all this
time and who just stares at
1. me.
“Ezra here has willingly asked to join me. He is willing to give all the information of his pack away
in order to stay here with you. Go ahead, speak, boy.”
Ezra takes in a deep breath. “Cass, I was wrong. I need
you. I need you more than anything. Please forgive me.”
“Forgive you? Why? Just
because you say you are
sorry? And then you are
willing to betray your family
like this?”
“I know I f**ked up. I was stupid. I regret it. I regret it all,” he says.
Now thinking…I haven’t had any pain of betrayal since being back in his pack.
“Please, just give me a chance to talk. To make things
right.”
“I honestly feel no genuine
remorse from you. You are just angry because your
brother f**ked me.”
I swear these words coming out of my mouth almost
don’t feel like they are mine.
He growls at me. His fist
closes and his body shakes in
anger.
“Bingo,” I say with
satisfaction.
Behind him, Warrick is completely enjoying the
show. He is smiling but
doesn’t right out laugh.
“So you did it on purpose.
He is using you! He is the one that brought you here! He seduced you and lied. He doesn’t really want you!” Ezra speaks.
“I know what I know. Actions
speak louder than words and
I know where Colt stands
when it comes to me.”
He loves me, I know this.
felt his love. So this man
can’t convince me otherwise.
“Believe what you want, Ezra. I don’t really give a shit. I reject you ten times
over. You can go choke on a
dick for all I care.”
Ezra looks shocked and I
almost want to laugh. I like
this version of me. The one
that doesn’t give a shit.
“He is your mate. Do you not
feel the bond?” Warrick
finally talks.
“Oh, I feel it I just refuse it. I will not let this feeling rule me. All my life I thought that the mate bond was a gift but
it is not. It is a way to force
you to want someone even if that someone is a complete narcissistic, abusive ashole. I refuse to put those pink
shades on that blind me
from seeing all that is wrong in someone because of a
mate bond. I will be the one
to choose who I want to be
with and that person is not you, Ezra.”
Ezra is pissed.
“I came all this way for you. I was willing to go into the enemy territory to get to you.” As he says this, I cross my arms and stare at my nails showing him how little
I care.
“I am sorry. I am sorry for what I did to you but I will
follow you wherever you go.
I want you. You are my
mate.” He pleads.
“You know, that’s called obsession. It’s not healthy.” I
say. “And you really thought that I would just forgive you just like that? That I would just accept you just because you are my mate?”
“Please…Cass. I give up everything for you.”
I stare at him. He looks
so…pathetic to me. What he is doing is nothing to be
proud of. He is betraying his family.
“No.”
“But-”
“Enough,” Warrick says. “I’m
bored with this. Try again later. Our arrangement still
stands whether she accepts
you or not. Now leave us but remember, you are still a
prisoner here until I say it
otherwise.”
Ezra hesitates but he walks
out and as he does, he stares
at me without even blinking but I look away, ignoring
him.
As the door closes behind
me, Warrick goes around his
desk and sits on the edge of it looking like he has
something to say.
“What now?” I ask him with
attitude.
“That mouth of yours is becoming daring. Watch the
way you talk to me.”
“Why? What will you
you do?
Punish me again?”
“WATCH HOW YOU SPEAK
TO ME, GIRL!” he shouts.
“OR WHAT?!” I shout back at
him.
He rushes me and pins me
against the wall. “Or I’ll just
have to make do with two
sons instead!”
“Do it! Kill me! DO IT!” I
scream.
He stares at me with sudden
wonder and shock. His face
backs away as he examines my face.
“I was…wrong…you are not like your mother.” He lets me go, backing away. “Now I
know why we are so at odds.
You are like me.”
“No! I am not like you!”
“Yes, you are. That WILL and
stubbornness are your
mothers but that anger
inside of you and that
defiant side is all me.”
He seems almost proud but I
loathe the idea.
“I am not like you. I will
never be like you. You
are…cruel and a horrible
man.”
“I wasn’t always like this.
Circumstances turned me
this way. Maybe someday, you will see things
differently, my way.”
He swats his hand at me as
he goes back to his desk. “Go. I am tired of you.”
“Where is Colt?!” I ask.
He swats his hands again at
me as if I was an annoying
insect. “He is wherever
Garret took him and you are
not allowed to see him
anyway. NOW LEAVE! I
won’t say it again!”
I roll my eyes and turn
around.
“I am not like you!” I shout
before I walk out of the
doors but he doesn’t
respond.
I slam the door behind me
and stomp through the hall
all the way to the war room
where I know Garret should
be right now. Serge walks behind me trying to keep up but doesn’t say a single thing. We never really talk much
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open the two big doors, slamming them on the walls.
“Where is Colt!” I shout at
the room full of men.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” Garret raises his voice.
“I am going to see him and
damn anyone who gets in my way. Where is he?!”
I am ready to raise some hell today.
“Are you crazy? If father-”
“Does it look like I give a
damn what he does to me?!
If you don’t tell me then I will go through every single room in this house. I’ll break
every door that stands in my way! I’ll definitely give dear old Dad something to punish
me for!”
To say that I have shocked
the life out of everyone in
the room is an
understatement.
Garret takes me by the arm
and pulls me to the side away from everyone.
“I am not telling you shit!” he
says.
“TELL ME!” My angry voice
echoes this time as if there
was a huge empty room.
“Second floor on the right. The room that is guarded with two men.” Garret says
and suddenly his eyes almost
burst out of his sockets. “I…I
didn’t…”
I smile with satisfaction.
“Oh look at that. My powers work perfectly fine after all.”
I am super surprised but I am trying not to show it.
It seems that they work
better when I am a bit out of
control. I know I have to
learn to control them
because this can be
dangerous especially when I
am angry.
“Aren’t you going to do anything?” Garret asks Serge
who is behind me.
“I am tasked with her
protection and nothing more,” he says.
“Thanks. I won’t tell anyone
if you don’t.”
I walk out feeling smaugh with a cocky stride and a big
smile on my face as they
watch me.
Dear Daddy, you wanted me
to learn how to use my
powers? Well, I am. Be
careful with what you sow,
you might not like what you r*ap.