Chapter 19: Just This Once
Desmond’s eyes were blazing in anger as soon as each second had passed by. He didn’t bat an eye that he had slapped me.
“Rejecting me is your best decision?” He sneered. “If that is so, then why did you even accept our mate bond?! You even married me, Seraphina!”
I gritted my teeth. “I later found out that you were not the best decision I ever made, Desmond! That was why I left you. I left you because I cannot take you for being an absurd moron! You should not have become my mate!”
I was too hurt by that time he knew that I was infertile and did not even dare to tell me. He consulted someone to be a surrogate mother thinking that he was helping me yet he did not realize he should have been truthful from the very start.
Then, the things he did by sleeping with other women… I would never forget those memories that slapped me with the reality that Desmond would dare to choose to hurt me over and over.
I hissed in pain when he had my hair with his hand, gripping it so tight so he could force me to look at him. Desmond drew closer after I saw an abomination written in his eyes. “Ah… Is that so?” he asked in his husky, dangerous tone. “Then, worrying about whether we can still fix our mate bond is futile after all. How about I let you experience the same pain you bestowed on me, Seraphina? I let you feel the pain I felt at that moment when I questioned myself. I did not do anything to hurt you again.”
I clutched his collar and said angrily, “You hurt me so many times, you bastard. I should do the same-”
My words were cut off when in an instant, Desmond tore off my dress. My eyes widened, horrified at what he did. My body was exposed right now.
“Desmond-” I couldn’t finish my words when he suddenly slammed his lips to mine. I didn’t even get a chance to think about how I must get away from him but his lips on mine right now made me wash off the rational thoughts I had right now.
I tried to get him off me but he wouldn’t let me as he pinned my hands on either side of me. He even pinned my body by putting more of his weight on me.
I must stop him… I must stop Desmond…
But why was I liking this on the other hand? Being forced and taken care of roughly were pooling me right now even if it was against my will.
“Desmond, stop-” I didn’t get a chance to finish my words when his tongue explored inside of my mouth and started sucking it. I tried to struggle and did my best to use my wolf strength but it was futile. When he left my lips and bruised them with his rough kisses, I was about to scream at the top of my lungs to get some help but it was exchanged with a moan as soon as his lips were on my neck.
And he started to lick it.
“Desmond…” I closed my eyes in submission when his lips traveled from my collarbone down to my chest.
I was panting when Desmond held me in one place and placed my hands on the top of my head. A moan escaped from my lips when he sucked the nipple that made me arch my back.
“No…” It was so good… yet it felt so wrong…
His other hand reached for my other breast and started paying attention to them. Ripples of pleasure bolted me after that.
Then I felt his lips on my earlobe as his hands were spreading my legs. I could even hear him unzipping something before I gasped when he tore my undergarment, making me peel my eyes open.
“N-No!” I looked at Desmond, horrified when he was positioning himself in front of me. “D-Desmond, please!” My lips were quivering.
I knew I was deeply aroused just by seeing his cock again but he shouldn’t shove it roughly as I didn’t get to be in a relationship that involves being taken in bed.
He looked at me angrily and held my legs so tight that I couldn’t do anything to close them. I shivered when his hand was reaching the apex of my thighs causing me to gasp and flinch before I looked at him with droopy eyes. He started gliding his fingers up and down, making my breath get heavier than before.
“No…” I closed my eyes in submission when his fingers reached for my clit to shoot more pleasure, forwarding my hips to meet his fingers.
“You still like being played here, huh… You never changed, seraphim…” he said huskily as his thumb was playing with my clit before his two fingers entered inside me.
I gasped as I expressed a pleasing expression when I felt him curling his fingers. “Oh my god…” I moaned and arched my back as it felt so good being rubbed inside and to my clit.
Desmond added another finger to enter inside me while his other hand was playing with my clit. I clung to the sheets as I stared at him, panting.
I didn’t close my eyes when he was playing my sensitive part. My body was still reacting the same, not closing my eyes as Desmond wanted me to. He looked pleased that I didn’t close my eyes before he smirked, having a ludicrous smile that sent shivers down my spine.
In one swift motion, I screamed in pleasure when he shoved his cock inside me causing me to get up, wide-eyed. There was a pain registered in my face as I was about to scream in pain but Desmond was quick to cover my mouth by slamming his lips to mine again.
It did not take long for me to respond. I could not halt myself from responding as I suddenly missed this burning sensation only he could do.
It has been seven years since I last kissed him and made love with Desmond. I shouldn’t do this but just this once… I wanted to feel his skin, his touch, his kiss, and his aggressiveness.
I was a hypocrite but he was the only man who could make me feel this good.
I joined his rhythm and moved my hips back and forth, meeting his rough thrusts that made me wet so badly. It was so good I couldn’t help closing my eyes to feel this pleasure he was giving me right now.
“Desmond…” I moaned his name when his pace was so rough that I was starting to enjoy it.
He never changed. He still knew how he could please me and how he could make me reach my-I screamed when I reached my ecstasy as soon as he played with my clit.
I was panting when Desmond was raining me with some wet kisses on my neck before he reached my ear. “Your moans are still the best music to my ears, seraphim… How I long to hear them…” he paused and held my waist so tight. “… again!” he said and slammed his hips, making me gasp in surprise.
“Oh god!” I closed my eyes in submission as I couldn’t handle the pleasure seeking right inside me.
His cock… Oh, dear me… How could his big cock still fit inside me? This was insane… After those years had passed, his cock grew more than I could imagine.
I inhaled sharply and clutched Desmond’s hair when he paid attention to my breasts again. He exchanged sucking my nipples and licked them like they were his in the first place. I hissed when he softly bit them which cracked a shot of pleasure to my lower abdomen.
I kept moaning when he pressed his hand to my lower abdomen.
“Desmond… More…” I begged. “Faster…” And rougher…
“No. Beg for it, Seraphina. Beg,” he commanded as his pace was gradually slower than before.
I opened my eyes and saw him covered with sweat. His eyes were dancing in desire and lust while his lips looked plumped right now from exchanging hot kisses. My eyes lowered to see his sculpted chest and the V-line of his waist. I gulped seeing his cock connected to my cunt.
“Like what you are seeing, seraphim?”
I looked up and saw him grinning before he suddenly slammed his cock inside as he held my waist so tight he didn’t want to let go. I couldn’t hold back the moan.
The ecstasy was too much for me to bear. I had to move my head from left to right, clutching more to the sheets.NôvelDrama.Org content rights.
His pace grew faster as if he was trying to reach his peak while I convulsed so many times reaching my orgasms so many times. Without a fail, Desmond could make me orgasm with just a few thrusts.
“That’s right, my little slut. Moan for me,” Desmond said darkly.
His words made everything pleasant for me as I had my one last orgasm before I realized that Desmond was close to his peak now. I held his arm while convulsing from so many orgasms I had.
“Not inside me… Please…” I pleaded.
I didn’t want him to release his semen inside me. I didn’t want something that would make me regret it later.
His face darkened at my words before he scoffed and had his one last thrust.
I looked at him, horrified. “D-Desmond!” I panicked and tried to get off me.
But it was already too late. He released his semen inside me.
My eyes widened in horror as I pushed him away from me. I immediately tucked the blanket and covered my body while I was feeling sore, looking at him, horrified at his action.
“Are you insane?! Are you trying to make me pregnant?!” I asked angrily as my lips were quivering. My breath was shaky when Desmond sat, panting, having a satisfied smile on his lips.
“It is only one time. It is not as if you can get pregnant so easily, Seraphina.” He smirked.
I stiffened and touched myself down there. My chest rose up and down while I looked disgusted at myself for letting this happen…
“T-This is wrong…” I said as I got up and removed my dress he tore it with his claws.
I was on the verge of tears as I kept pacing back and forth, trying to think rationally. I looked up and saw a wardrobe there.
I didn’t think twice as I went to open it. I was surprised that dresses were hanging on the clothes rack. I stepped back, realizing where I was.
“Y-You are living with s-someone here?” I asked, petrified.
Did this mean that he used this room to do some nasty here?! He took me here when someone was using this?!
I glanced at Desmond who had just done fixing his trousers and marched towards me. I stepped backward, staying alert while Desmond drew out a smirk.
I watched him take one of the gorgeous dresses and even undergarments. “Use them.” He bestowed them to me.
“What?” I looked at him in disbelief. Hesitant, I took the clothes he brought.
“You can use the lavatory and take a quick bath,” he said before he turned his back and left me stunned to my ground.