CHAPTER 52- DREAM WITH EMILY
Anders
Finally I realized that staying with her was the thing that made me smile and felt like I am just like any other man who enjoyed being with their girl; laughing and enjoying every moment with them.
“Anders?”
“Hmm”
Oh! how I love being with Emily, the scent of her hair was now being like a spell to me that I keep on wanting every now and then.
“I hope it’s always like this,”
Her voice was not as typical sweet girl because her voice was sometimes reflected on her personality but I do not care about that ’cause I like being with her and I accept the facts about Emily.
I hugged her tighter from behind and we both watch from the window. The stars up above was glimmering toward us and I hope the sky blessed us.
“It will; always be like this if we both chose to be on each other, Emily.”
I do not know if I said it right but she froze and did not say anything. Shit! I think I said it incorrectly, she looked at me and suddenly hugged me tight.
“Thank you”
“For what?”
“For letting me see Mike and of course Mom,”
Letting out a heavy sigh and seeing her smile with this was filling up my hearts right now. I hugged her even tighter ’cause the warm of her body made me feel relax. Then, I looked into her eyes and lightly hold onto her chin and lift.
A gentle kiss on her soft lips made me realize a lot of thing, seeing her smile and the happiness on her face was priceless as well.
“Everything for you, Emily,” then I kissed her once again and felt the warmth of it.
This time I am certain about her and seeing her happy made me feel like I am fulfil by it. Having her by my side was the most valuable thing for me and I am happy that Emily let me see what I haven’t see and for year being a typical moving from one girl to another was having like I am just going to be like that forever.
“What’s on your mind?” she suddenly asked.
I lightly shook my head and looked straight into her eyes once again. Those eyes that I loved the most and everything about her was the best gift for me.
“You, being with you is the best in my life, Emily, please stay forever,” I whispered
Her mood suddenly changed and pulled back herself from my arms.
“Anders, I need to go to bed, sorry,”
She stood up and walked away toward her room. I don’t understand, did I say something that made her upset right now?
“Emily, wait,” I stopped her and hold her wrist and forced her to face me.
“What’s wrong?”
“Is there something that I made you upset?”
“Look, I am sorry, hey!”
But, she continued to be in her room and left me without saying any word.
I don’t understand why she is like this. Her mood suddenly changed and suddenly left me like this without any thoughts.
Letting out a heavy sigh while I put my hands on both wait and tried to figure out what she was up to, but one thing is for sure I will not easily give up on her.
Sitting down on the stool at the counter and grabbed some wine on the bar, I need this tonight I got lots of things in my head that I could not even sleep normally at night.
Good thing the view here is not as stressful in the city it is quite relaxing as I looked at the trees and the wind that kept on blowing the ground and made me feel cold as well.
After a while my phone rings and as quick as a bee I answered it without looking on the screen.
“Mr. Winston, she’s back,”
My eyes widened after hearing it from my assistant. I didn’t expect her arrival here and I know for sure I am in big trouble right now.
Inhaling deeply in the course of this liquor that was on my palms staring it as it swirls and made an illusion in my head.
“Fuck!”
The rage inside of me was getting right through my nerves while these trembling hands of mine as I looked at the glass splattered on the ground. After years of being in the shadow and now here I am again, drowning myself in sorrow.
I grabbed more bottles of whisky and pour it in my mouth. Filling the thirst in my throat and as every drop of it lingers the scent of alcohol that made my sight cloudy. I unconsciously walked toward the door and was about to knock on it but I chose not to do it.
I brushed off my hair in frustrations and sat on the wooden stool behind me. Finishing the liquor that made me crazy this night.
Memories went back all I can see was the rage in my heart and now that I am certain I am fine with the woman I never expected to be with. Then, another situation was getting between us and I would not let this gets in my way toward Emily.
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I was about to close my eyes when I heard the creaking sound of the door. I lifted my sight and saw that it was Emily’s room and took the chance to see her.
Seeing here lying on the bed and peacefully sleeping makes me want to lie down beside her but not his time ’cause I know she’s mad or something and I respect that.
I could not understand why am I feeling it this way. It’s been a long time since I felt like this but I know something might have changed on me. I know for sure ’cause I feel something inside my heart and I will let her feel it too.
“Sleep tight honey,” I whispered and tucked her underneath the sheets.
It might the peaceful surroundings that made me loved the entire place and with Emily I know that it would always be a clear sky for me; us.