185 No more pain
Keisha
I woke up to see that he was no longer lying beside me, and the blood transfusion was already over which meant I had been sleeping for a long, I looked at the wall clock on the wall and it was already past noon, I stood up from the bed and made my way inside the bathroom, I took my bath and changed into another dress, I came back and sat on the bed, I wasn’t thinking, I was just staring into space
Who knows the type of punishment he’s going to give me today, maybe I’m going to die today, I survived the first two I don’t know If I can survive the one that’s coming my way today, it’s so crazy how my life changed, I don’t even know if I’m a human being or a slave or even a prisoner that’s used for torture I don’t even know what I am at this point
It feels like Karma is hunting me so bad and will not stop till I’m dead, but the craziest part of this whole suffering is that this person do not want me dead, it’s more like he wants me to be alive and receive the worst pain of my life, I can’t even look myself in the mirror anymore, my body is filled with so many scars that I feel so ashamed of myself, I got a lot of scars from the slave master’s place but the torture I’m receiving here is thousands of times worse,
I feel like my body no longer belongs to me, I even want to die at this point cause all this torture is so heartbreaking that I feel like my heart will jump out anytime soon, and I know he’s going to come again tonight, I don’t think I will survive tonight’s torture, why didn’t he just kill me and let me be in peace, why don’t he just take my life, why does he keep on with this soul breaking tortured,
I can’t even feel my emotions anymore, it feels like my body and soul have been taken away from me and I can’t even feel anything, I don’t even want to leave anymore, the door opened and a maid brought in food,
“Lunch is ready ma”
“Hmm” I nodded as she dropped the meal on the table and left, I didn’t bother touching the food on the table, I didn’t have an appetite, I didn’t even feel like eating,
I stayed on my bed lost in thought staring into space, I didn’t even visit my favorite spot today, I no longer have the will and zeal to leave, I just got tired of fighting tired of blaming myself, tired of everything, all I want at the moment is just to die so everything can finally end, I was tired at this point,
My eyes continue peaking at the time every second, it is getting dark already and I know he’s going to come in soon like he always does, even if he tries to revive me after severe torture at least I will starve myself to death, so I can finally rest in peace from all these tortures, I just regret that I couldn’t ask for forgiveness to all the people that I ruined and messed up their lives
The door suddenly opened and he walked in. He wasn’t wearing a mask today and he wasn’t covering his head either, but he was still wearing all black. He walked into the room and just like he usually does, he stood by the door observing me,
He looked at the tray of food and returned his gaze back to me,
“Eat your food” He ordered but I didn’t budge, all I did was sit in one place looking at him,
“I said you should eat your food,” He said again but I kept quiet
“Guards!” He yelled and two hefty guys ran in. I was surprised to see them since this was the first time.
“Boss” They chorused
I watched as he walked to the drawer and pulled out two strong wipes that has thorns on their body, he threw the wipes to the hefty guys
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“Yes boss”
I watched as he left the room leaving me to be tortured, just what I wanted, for them to kill me,
The guards came to me immediately and started slashing my body with the wipe, I didn’t cry, I couldn’t even if I wanted to, I count feel any more pain, they kept tearing my skin as blood splashed all over the place, the walls, the bed…. all my dress was already torn, they had no mercy,
Finally, I could feel the slicing pain, the deep-cut pain, the soul-piercing pain, I was now covered in blood, a heavy scream tore from my lips
“Ahhhhhhhhh………!” I screamed in agony and blackout, wishing never to wake up.